ghost girl - a journal - clix me
2003-11-23 - Thinking of you thinking of me
I try not to let myself think of you too often. But there you are again, rising up in my mind, smiling quietly from a corner. Will you ever cross the room?

Thanksgiving. It reminds me of you, not that we ever spent it together. I am thankful for you, even though I could never have you.

I imagine you, sitting with your family, carving some dead turkey, pouring wine, laughing; and I know some part of you is thinking of me. And trying not to.


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Emigration, anyone? - 2004-09-25 . . . Right-wing, left-wing, chicken-wing (on global media) - 2004-09-23 . . . Benefit rant - 2004-09-21 . . . Smile, but mostly pissed - 2004-09-17 . . . Words from the edge of consciousness - 2004-09-12 . . .