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If my mind isn't falling apart or my soul eating itself inside out, there's a fair chance I'm on a mind-altering substance -- no, I don't mean just anti-depressants, they just stop me killing myself. To feel momentarily something other than awful, well, that takes something more... A rare burst of random electrons, a bright day where nature blossoms around me smogless, or music and chemical alteration; pot, or alcohol, will do it. Pot if I want my senses to come alive. Alcohol if I want some of the numbness but less of the pain. Pot if I want to laugh. Pot if I want my thoughts to dance freely. Pot if I want focus that swirls inside my head. Damn, I love nature.
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